erm if any church friends who are reading this tell me if it is wrong

yesterday coming up to genting from KL
i donno why but my mum told me tat she feels tat i have changed
she say because i never go to church ...
she say i have changed bak to the old me
the me which have no went to church
the me which she feels care about my parents
no matter how many times i go out
maybe is because on 17 march
i was out with yuen ting to NP to get the software from school
and i was going to DS tat night
and i told my parents i was going out
but they wan me to go visit my uncle
if it was me in the pass i will usually insist on going out with my friends
but tat day i actually miss DS to go out with my parents to visit my uncle
because i feel like i have to
so i did
and when my mum told me i have changed
to me i feel tat i did not change
i didn't tell mum tat
i still am a christian
and will be one because i didn't dare to
to avoid a scolding and a bad holiday
but i personally still do my quiet time
( but i have not done master life for the pass 3 day because i didn't wan my parents to suspect)
it's not me who change is it ?
i sill have Christ and God in my life
i pray daily
maybe it is not me who have changed huh ?
it is God's plan for me ?
to use me to change my parents ?
and next week tuesday i going to have a camp
and i will have to skip 1 whole week of masterlife
if i don bring it with me
wat am i gonna do ??? help me please ~~~!!!!

2sam10

God plan is always to help people who believe in him
and who are willing to give up their lives for him
if God plans for u to fail
no matter wat u do u cant save it
just like God's plan to let david be king
it is not easy but he did it

so his plans are always good =)

2sam9

because David and Jonathan made a covenant with each other
they were as close to each other as brothers
so he will be nice to people related to Jonathan
i wanna learn to be nice to all my friends
no matter how bad they are
and no matter how bad they treat me

2sam8

because God is with david
david is successful in everything he did
God help him ~~~
onli when God is in my life will i ever be successful ~
sorry Lord
i wasn't faithfully doing my quiet time
but i will be more consistant from now on
i will do it everyday